It is 198 Days since I started my Daily Food Diary!
It is 3 and almost one-half years since I started living a lifestyle focused on my Health and Fitness.
The quality of my life has improved exponentially in this time. One thing that I have been particularly grateful for is a marked decrease in my anxiety – something I have struggled with throughout my entire life.
That being said, in the past few months my anxiety level has been creeping back up there. I have several coping strategies but sometimes they just don’t want to work!
This morning I took Molly on a walk around the neighborhood, by myself. It was hardly the first time. But, I have been walking her alone – knowing Dan was at home and available if anything went sideways. This morning, Dan was not home. It was truly Molly and I – no backup, if required.

I got about two feet out our gate and down the sidewalk before my anxiety went through the roof. There was no way, I was turning back or taking any shortcuts.
We finished our route with no major incidents and I felt fine as soon as we got back in the yard. I will take that as a win, and hopefully it will ramp up my confidence enough that it will make our next solo trek that much easier.
I am so over this anxiety stuff! It serves zero purpose and just makes life so difficult.

Daily Food Diary – Day 198 of 365
Breakfast:
(1) c coffee (2)
(1) c Shreddies (200)
(1/4) c 2% milk (28)
(1) tsp sugar (16)
Snacks:
(1) pear (103)
(1/3) c mixed nuts (216)
(5) Hint of Lime tortilla chips (125)
Supper:
Pan Pizza:
(1) Tortilla wrap (200)
(2) tbsp pizza sauce (17)
(3) oz sliced ham (86)
(15) slices pepperoni (150)
(1/4) c red onion (15)
(1/2) c mushrooms (22)
(1/2) c red pepper (23)
(1/4) c shredded marble cheese (120)
(1) pc chocolate cake (472)
Total net calories: 1505
Net calorie goal: 1229 – 1505 = 276 over
* Highlighted items contain significant collagen or significant contribute to the production of collagen
That’s it for today. Take care and have a great day! 💕😊

Well done, Anne, this is a matter of mind control. There is noting to fear. Imagine being in my situation where I live in a large city with zero family in the entire state! There is no spoon…
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That would be stressful, John. 💕
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I don’t understand debilitating anxiety on a personal level, Anne. I do know what worry feels like, but I don’t have physical symptoms like heart palpitations, shortness of breath, feelings of panic, etc. I truly feel for people who experience those things. Good on you for claiming it, naming it, and addressing it as best you can!
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Thank you, Terry. It isn’t fun but everyone has their own challenges and none of them are! 💞🌞Have a great rest of your day!
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I take it in stride, Anne. I love where I live… There is a huge thunderstorm moving towards my home just now, I love the sound of the thunder! Come on, rain!!
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I love thunderstorms & lightening! 🙌😁
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It was a great downpour, now it’s sunny and the roads are all dry. Desert life!
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I do hope the anxiety will reduce
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Thank you, Derrick! I keep working on it.
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Good for you, Anne going ahead and taking the walk with Molly without backup. . I have faith that the anxiety will get less and less until it is gone and stays gone. Your willpower is amazing. Hugs
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Thank you, Mags! Have a great day! 💓🌞
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I suffer from anxiety too. A very unpleasant condition. Sometimes my tried and true methods work and sometimes they do not. I have tried to analyze it to see if it is something I am eating or not enough sleep or whatever. I never have cracked the code. Karla/Clampetts
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I’m sorry, Karla. It makes life so difficult. I think everyone has some issue – anxiety, depression, anger. 🤦
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I shall keep that in mind! Anything to keep anxiety at bay.
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